Sunday, October 29, 2006
gosh my life has been boring lately. BORING.
been shopping alot but not really shopping. this season's shopping hasnt been great, though there are a couple of things i want:
1. the white everest sleeveless shirt/33 bucks
2. brown jeans from pull and bear/35 bucks
3. faded purple wallet from the wallet shop/26 bucks
there are also a couple of books that i really really wana read badly. courtesy of linton and kinokuniya.
so this shopping list will cost me at least 94 bucks. lol. not counting the books.
well at least i got my black butterfly heels yesterday so i feel better=)
huixian
7:42 PM
Friday, October 27, 2006
haha. today was great. the beach was great fun and the sun held up. haha. pseudo volleyball was fun, and so was frisbee. haha. had a nice drink too, although i was mildly miffed at the casher. and chen zhong's bike was owning everyone hahaha. ivan was super hilarious on the bike.
haha dinner was the awesomeness though. firstly the place was great. it was at the fisherman's wharf, somewhere in clark quay that ive been wanting to go to for the longest time but just didnt get the chance to do so. the food was great, and the tartar sauce is amazing=) haha yeah. we had the restaurant all to ourselves as well, and they had a nice balcony area beside the toilet haha.
we spotted a cool white vintage bike. haha.
oh well. good day, well spent. haha. choir tmr!
huixian
7:09 AM
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
ahhh my proposal is like. bleh. haha. gosh i hope its okay.
alright. first part of the night is done.
now for PW.
long long night.
btw, WHAT are u trying to do?
huixian
9:07 AM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
so weird.
these few days have passed, and alot has happened. ive felt
joyous, grateful, thankful, envy, sad, weirded out, angry, tired, irritated, sympathetic, afraid. haha. mundane life.
ahh well the weekend plans didnt run as smoothly as i had wanted it to run, and it certainly did not go the way i had foreseen it.
hung out at toshi's again and we had pizza dinner. haha. andrea and i ate 3 pieces each omgosh. we were bursting after that. haha kerryn was all pink from pink socks to a baby pink jacket. haha. that's a first. watched some super LONG show at sidney's insistence. haha. sidney is quite funny. choks was sleeping on the big chair hahah that was quite cute too.
alright. weekend was kinda fun i guess ahha. anyway it was well spent with the right people so that should account for much=)
huixian
8:03 AM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
girls,
go for the rockapella concert!! it'll be good haha.
gosh, i cant wait for tmr night and saturday haha. there's an outing planned, and i cant wait to get myself tanned. haha. as for tmr, i cant wait to dance. haha.
but tmr we're getting back our results, so i wana pray for lots and lots of people who are worried, and who kinda feel that they're gona screw up(haha me too) even though they worked super hard, and for those who didnt study hard and feel like their gona screw up as well.
pearleen and trixia and pretty much everyone: Dont worry, everything is in his hands, and whatever happens, he has a reason for it so just trust in him yupp. we'll always be there to help. haha
a quote from time:
Every evolution begins with the power of an idea and ends when clinging to power is the only idea left.how gross is human nature.
huixian
5:27 AM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
not a good testimony of the Lord?
i realise that living for him, and only him, is getting harder and harder each day.
but with each added burden on my shoulders, he also gives me an added edge of strength and tenacity, of peace within me, that i should know right from wrong very clearly.
from this i see his love for me.
huixian
8:36 AM
Saturday, October 14, 2006
alright decided to change the skin. shall see if i can stick to this one for awhile. haha. blogskins is difficult to use now.
i wonder. why are all the blogskins black. why are they all. emo. about pain. about suffering, about love lost and never found, about longing. about arrogance, bimbotism, ego, self-conceitedness.
its super hard to find a skin thats not tainted by imperfections like that. even this one is tainted.
haha thanks yihui for helping me sort stuff out. (: things may not be perfect but yeah, life goes on. haha.
bridge is really fun and addictive haha.
headed over to toshi's house, super funky haha. his house is humongous! and absolutely hospitable. hahaha. good food there, his maid really knows how to cook. ahha. it was a cosy, lovely evening, one that hasnt happened for a long, long time.
need to think.
huixian
6:47 AM
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
jsut what isit.
WHAT ISIT.
talk about not making it. this is the ultimate.
NOT MAKING THE MARK.
huixian
8:24 AM
Thursday, October 05, 2006
huixian
11:02 AM
Monday, October 02, 2006
I see the girl I wanna be
Riding bare back, care free alone
For sure
If only that someone was me
Jumpin head first headlong with out a fall
To act and tear the consequenceI wish it could be that easy
But fear surrounds me like a fence
I wanna break free
-Wild Horses, Natasha Bedingfield
ive been falling asleep studying recently. no motivation, and i feel worse after studying that when i start. today's math paper was really bad. i was wishing at 1055 that the paper would end. like now. the torture was immense. i didnt know how to do like 70% of the paper.
sigh a crushing first time.
alright. i SHALL be motivated. i shall. lit tmr. i SHALL write a good paper.
huixian
5:31 AM